OFFICIALLY XXI

"Life is beautiful, life is brutal. Life is brutiful." -Glennon Doyle

No truer words. As I step into twenty one, I am cautious, knowing that life only gets harder. But if it only gets harder, than it must only get beautiful. Isn't it, people?

Hello everyone! What's up? I have something to tell ya, because i just had my day about yesterday, and it was ridiculous. Yes, on June 27th 2016, i'm turning 21 ages. A long track, isn't it? I am so afraid stepping my life in this twenties-age. Seems the title of twenty-xxx- bears  so much burden. Yeah, as what people said, the real journey also up and down of your life happens here. I'm pretty sure believe it since the early starter has shown it enough. That's why i'm a lot tremble, cautious, and nervous in every age-up days. 

But then, 21st at its first impression, was not giving something bad so far. I got so much wishes, compliments, and affection coming from various people, which boost me to be grateful and have a positive thinking also spirit for this 21st. 

Thanks people for all your lovely birthday wishes, little surprises and words, that fill up my heart with lots of love and gratitude <3 Especially to my fellow buddies -Eme, Oncom, Alan, Fadel- whom coming and igniting the bond power I've never imagined; yeah thanks for being being the backbone also executor of that wonderful birthday lil celebration by eating samyang, Oh ya! And also for you guys, whom feels like giving me new and weird yet so awkward wishes saying "Cepat ke pelaminan", "Cepat nikah" and so-so. Damn it, dude! It's something i can't guarantee for, and it is really insane haha. You better hold that wish and deliver it later -when i was 25, may be?-. But still, i keep thanking your fully intention, guys <3

My Surprise Buddies <3

(Fadel, Oncom, Eme, Alan)

Some of those not-into-me wishes -_-

Time is funny. Years seem shorter and shorter. Well I have a couple thought about what i want to do and happen in my 21st year on this planet. But most of all, I want to be more productive rather than last year. Productive in my own way, of course. 

I don't know about you, but that's mine, people. I do hope you have the same wonderful occasion and stories like I barely have. And, let's wish four our own success together! ^^ Will see you in another post, people~ Love love love xoxoxo <3

 Happy Birthday for Me! <3

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HELLO EVERYONE! So this' supposed to be my second post. But i get confused on what to write. I have a long lists in mind actually, but do not quite sure to start from which one.

Sooo, i need your idea, your suggestion. What's good to be posted in this blog? What do you want me to post about?
Leave your comment on this post below yah :))

Yuk Kenal Lebih Dekat!

Hello fellas!
Mungkin beberapa dari kalian sudah ada yang mengenal orang di balik blog ini, tetapi mungkin beberapa belum ya.
So, here I am, Ayudya Arumsari. Daughter from 4 siblings. University students who is currently study Accounting in 6th semester when reactivating this blog.
I'm not like another girl or what the real girl should be. You gonna say i'm a twenty-century girl whom has a lot of activities to do, despite of having classes or lectures in my collage. Yes true; because i consistently think that Life Is Only Once. So let's do anything as long as you're freaking alive... Those activities are going to be describe later on my posts (so just stay tuned as always). But let me depict you earlier what are those in pictures below....

1. I love having a Competition. Despite that it creates my actualization, it also makes money for me hahaha. So i'm having money with multiplier effect, and I LOVE IT. Join in any competition also travels me to some cities, which i've never visited before, and see? THAT'S FREE!!! I've joined many competitions, especially in Debate, and some in writing (which i just began). The picture above is the figure of myself in Debating Competitioon in Makassar, 6th June 2015. I was delivering my substantive speech at the moment, and there were UNHAS team and also team from Toli-toli (i forgot the university name)

2. TRAVELLING. Yeah, i love travelling! Who doesn't anyway? Ada suatu sensasi tersendiri yang bisa dirasakan ketika travelling, deg-degan, cemas, penasaran, excited, takut, bahkan tak jarang depresi. But overall, it is really F U N. Both bagpacker or luggage travelling are my favorite.

3. Related to travelling but in tinier scope, this' called Exploring. Yes, it's almost the same like travelling, but for me, exploring is way simpler than travelling, which it doesn't take long time and place to have. Jadi ya exploring itu sederhanya, jalan-jalan juga tapi yang ringan-ringan, hanya di sekitar tempat tinggal kita, dan waktunya pun tidak begitu lama.  Iyess, seorang Ayudya juga suka Exploring. Lihat-lihat destinasi wisata di sekitar tempat tinggal yang tentunya tidak kalah bagusnya dengan tempat lain, taking some photos terutama yang instagram-able. Foto di atas adalah salah satu contoh exploring tepatnya di Jembatan Merah di Palu. Asik sih, terutama kalau rame-rame. Nanti yak, bakalan diceritakan juga tentang my exploring and travelling journey :))

4. Speaking in public. Yup! I love speaking, i love sharing my ideas even if it sounds silly sometimes. I spend some of my productive days by attending speaking and sharing session. Mostly i become the speaker, whereas main speaker, keynote or even master of ceremony (MC). For me, speaking is kinda a pleasure. That's why may be people tend to call and brand me as a "Talkactive" person. Through speaking, i hope i can inspire people with something good, send message to people, and impact people. Photos above is the depiction of me who having a session in National University Debating Championship (NUDC) Socialization entitled by Tadulako English Debating Society (TEDS) and WELCOME

5. Contributing myself in organizational and volunteering program. Talking about school or college life, for me, it will not apart from organizational even volunteering things. I love organization world, so does volunteering. In organization, i feel like i may learn many things which is different from what i get in class. I learn how to socialize, how to share and receive opinions, how to held commitment, how to good in leadership, and many things. I just feel like, my world of study will be extremely bored without this.

Of course, all of those activities done under my conscious deliberation. People sometimes ask me like how do you maintain those many activities which are different from others? Simply, i answer.... I have priorities in managing my time. And i'm also the one who see COMMITMENT as a very serious thing. Yes, i believe everyone is busy. Everyone is having their own business. Yup, me too. But i keep believe, when you have commitment over things, you can handle anything, include your time and priorities. So, in running my activities, i try to make every activities work one by one, even if it means i only have a limited time for break. But if unexpectedly, activities work simultaneously, yes sure... I'm gonna play my priorities scale, which is i choose to attend the activity that is more important and more urge; but that doesn't mean i forget the other, i just put it aside, and still concern about it later after the first one is safe and sound.

So yes, this' my first post. Hope you enjoy it, im just sharing my thought here.

See you on another post, keep visiting, keep reading, and if you don't mind, just follow my blog!

Alright, bye-bye.........

(C) Cinderbella